There are times when I think about how nice it would be to have a boyfriend.

Then I think about how cynical I’ve become and about how hard it is for me to trust.

I can’t believe how strongly I refuse to let my heart get within an inch of getting broken.

Is it even possible to be a romantic and a cynic at the same time. Seems like an oxymoron.

I wish I was one of those girls who believe the sweet things men say.

“Malam ni macam mana? Nanti la confirmkan, tapi phone number pun tak ada.”

“Haha. Tak ada, mintak la.”

Silence.

Later that evening.

“Eh, mo pegi mana?”

“Balik sudah.”

“Oh.”

Silence.

“Nombor telefon?”

My (guy) friend said this to me:

Patut la you don’t have a boyfriend. You have trust issues. You can’ t (trust).

Whoah.

Suddenly I feel like,

I wish I had a sister.

Post Friday Nite Futsal

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First Beach Tanjung Aru

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I miss the old days when I used to have thoughts running through my head and I just couldn’t wait to blog them all. Now my thoughts are easier to calm with books, my car keys and the mall. Heh.

Kuching-ing 25-28 Feb! Whee.

Selamat Pengantin Baru Zia and Nisa!

Meet my new babies.

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Off to Dayana’s to bid adieu.

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Bye Dayana. Enjoy grad school!

I made tom yam!

I was gagging for some food that wasn’t fast, or chicken (although I did cut up some chicken cubes), or ayam masak lemak cili padi which I usually make when I need home cooked food. Ei. Bangga.

Anywhoos, last weekend was spent at Karambunai, eating barbecue chicken and nasi lemak, drinking Sunquick orange juice from our office’s Christmas goodie bag, playing chess on an almost life sized chess board, freaking out over Aishah’s jellyfish bite, playing in the sea, kayakking and some beach volleyball. Needless to say, my body is now like a penguin. Argh. Stupid sunblock. SPF 50+ konon. Granted I might have forgotten to reapply after three hours, but still!

Sunday was spent reading Dan Brown’s The Lost Symbol and frolicking

I love love love three day weekends. Here comes another one this Christmas!

P.S: Pictures are with Haeqal. Will post em later!

I have a socially retarded colleague who makes work life suck.

Other than that, my life is kinda sorta fabulous.